The horse carriage came by once again whilst she was having her usual dose of black tea at midday. Timely, somfort and warmth, much of what Doll's heart seek.

She gave the balck horse a pat as it nodded in reply, and hopped on to the carriage as it ventured out into the wilderness, into a whole new perspective.

It came to a land filled with gold and rubies, as a king lifted the curtain drawn over the window of the carriage, "follow me, for I have all the riches and glory no other man can give"/ the kingsaid. "These are of no use to me",Doll said in reply. And away the carriage went.

It came to a land filled with sacred manuscripts, as holy man lifted the curtains over the window of the carriage. "Follow me, for i have all the knowledge of the spiritual world for your soul to feast.",the holyman said. 'These are of no interest to me.",Doll said in reply. And away the carriage went.

It came to a land filled with hearts and cupids, as lover lifted the curtains over the window of the carriage."Follow me, for i have an eternity of love for your heart to be filled with bliss.",Doll said in reply. And away the carriage went.

Finally it came to a land filled with familiar things, as a brother lifted the curtains drawn over the window of the carriage."Follow me, for home is where the heart is." , he said. " These means the world to me.", Doll said in reply. And there the carriage stayed.


P.S Happy happy birthday to My Mom & Tong tmr. (:

They sipped whiskey and danced all night
Where were you while they were getting high
Holding on for you, she was, the whole time
Unwavering devotion, never did a moment slip by,
when you were absent from her mind

Admist the party, the thumping, all the noise
ladies, dykes aplenty at all corners of her eye
calls she made to you, umpteen times
For absolute clarity of your voice
she made her way out, mumbled a couple of byes

Down the spiral stairs with her clutch and coat
Smiled, when you fianlly answered
As she stepped out onto the quiet road
In irritation, you yelled over the line
Exclaiming that there's work the day after
and how she is wasting your slumber time
I love you, she whispered
As the van of a drunkard ended her life


P.S

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, XINYING :D
sweet sixteenth, dearie babe.

nuts.

im a happy fuck today. met up with pris, joyce, andrew & waiming and headed t bugis. pigged out at The Terre.
bakedrice&sirloinsteak&casearsalad&everythingelse.
its enough to make a prissy nun drool.
we went trigger happy & snap a couple of prints. i ve got to admit they turned out pretty well, it was the first time that my face didnt look like a fugly bitch.
headed down to indoor stadium jst in time for the PCK musical. it was a total bore. lucky for us, we only blew 20 smackeroos for a 55bucks seat. Thank Lord for cheap bargains.
we cabbed down to bugis again & window shopped, strapped for cash. had mos with pricilla & we bitched everything upside down, it was eight forty when we took the train back. justin msged me t meet up so headed t causeway pt, only t find that silly boy wasting his money on toy cars. he walked me to the busstop& waited with me. sweet lil boy, aint he.

anw, im wiped out to the very last limb. boned tired & weary. retiring to my slumber land now, dont you look for me. (:

toodles. ( i hate the way i wrote today. hor-fucking-rible )

enraptured -


mesmerizing green eyes ;

shaggy blonde hair ;

that sweet melliflous meltmedown voice ;


my lovely eyecandy ;


baby im besotted by you.



/sighs

jesse maccartney, you re my beautiful soul.

prayers be heard.


Fervent wishes, earnest pleads.


Dear God,
I might be a sinner, and doubt in pepetual faith. This might not be the last favor i would have to ask of You, but, but my sincerity is something you cannot Not regard. Let my friend's Dad be alright. Its something of humanity & not for one's selfish desires. To make someone who is so loved & cherished by his family to be well again, to spend the rest of his years doling out inspiration & unconditional love to his wife, sons, and daughter. The devastation is not to be overlooked should something happen to him. To grieve over a loved one is not a minor irritant. Please Lord, a love & a bond so strong, is not sin isnt it? Let his Dad be alright. Please. Im praying. With all my heart. Please.

morphed.


change's fucking inevitable.


between a rock & a hard place, which would you prefer? pfffhhht, i dont comprehend. why is friendship such a complexity of its own. if you re friends, you re friends. period. do not fucking bitch your heart out abt someone i saw u hanging out with at starbucks the day before, having a jolly hoho-fucking ho of a good time.



you know you re in a fuck of a snitch when both of your great friends absolutely loathe each other. guess who morphed unknownst t herself, into a bitchin' thrashcan?I was skimming over a few blogs, & im compelled t gag when i digested some of the inane&superficial contents of some whom i ve sadly labelled as my "friends" , some whom are close&dear t me, are being bitched&stomped about at other of my dear friend's post. no, she fucking dont deserve it. The way you tried to squash her with your tryingtoofuckinghardtobesofuckingCUTE language, and she didnt even SAY anything about YOU or offended you in the first place. so you heard a few rumours about her or you jst plain didnt like the way she looked, qualified you to what? TEAR HER REPUTATION TO UNFORGIVABLE SHREDS? tsktsk, honestly, shouldnt you hang your tail between your head & be ashamed of yourself?



in the rarest of times, i lamented giving my blogsite to a few people. so im not a good judge of people, i never am and never will. so screw me upside down, but thats the deduction for so many betrayals i ve been dealt with. i ve too much trust in people.


a leopard will never change its fucking spots, and here i thought that the glossy paint job shall hide the ugly scars perpetually.



im so thanking my lucky stars for people like shahril, pricilla, karen, weiping, qiaozhen & jieying. (:
they allowed me to be credulous to trust again.




im antsy & footlose with anticipation for the sixers' chalet. Its going to be a roll lickin' good time, im a happy fuck. (:
plus this is the my virigin chalet, im finally allowed to stay overnight ! and im so nutty happy that my first overnight will be with my sixers darlings. ((((((((:

on hiatus.

'tis such a burden to lug out the words from the bottomless pit of the swirling brain capacity.


such a mundane task, it its.


ho-hummm


Self-indulgence is pacing at the door-step of my mind, luring me to abandon this vexatious encumbrance. The allure of fun, leaves it tantalizing trail.


Forgive me while i relinquish my self-discipline, and succumb to the enticement of fun&entertainment.



To the heck with you, chemistry papers. Im seeking the festive escapade.

(:

all the chinese i ve learnt snce i was the tender age of seven were built up to a climax yesterday.
so it was, so it was.

the peak was well... a little disappointing.

well heck it was like any other 'undereds tests i ve taken in my school-hood.
i expected a lil more...oooopmh, a lil more drama, a lil more ceremony.
well wouldnt you? CONSIDERING ITS THE LAST FRIGGING CHINESE PAPER I WILL EVER TAKE.
(:



i hit town with my sevens. shant elaborate much.
am not in the literary mood today.