the emotion carousel took me up for a ride.

i ran past anger, swept through depression, flit around happy&delirious , hover around wistfulness, and land my big behind on bitchfits.

sometimes, i fear my poor overworked heart might suffer from cardiac arrest. raw feelings brashing through& charging past, wear&tear is starting to take its toll.

i caught xXx2 : The Next Level. and i often ponder at the utter wonderous inpossibilty of the tasks they perform. In reality, you will without a doubt, crash boom & die. not crash boom & ALAS! IM ALIVE! but all in very all, its the movies after all, escape&dream., and always come true.

why is it in flicks, will the girls always get the boy they want? so conveniently, that there will be mutual liking. so very conveniently, no matter how much of a dweeb/nerd you re, the bitch girl will end up weeping while you smile&kiss with the boy of your dreams.

huh. reel certainly isnt u.g.l.y reality.

how many times did we get what what/who we really want? how many times, do we often savour the change to prance on cloud 9, laughing at the world? how many times, does things turn out right for us?

the sad fact is, i can count the happenings on one hand.

the bright strobe light of reality often snap us out of the misty fog of our dreamy reviriere, cutting through the haze of illusions with a sharp statacco of realism., aka the real world.

enough of the depressions.

15th june, 16th june, 17th june

we shall be having our 1st class chalet in june. i'm ting-aling with anticipation. yummmm. i never thought the day would come that i would utter this, but it makes me so happy to know.

i love my 4/6. they rawk my boat.

its even nicer to know im not the only one agreeing. :D